My husband left yesterday at four in the morning my hardest morning to get started (at least it felt that way) i went to work and the day rolled right on by not what i wanted only because Saturday nights are night i go on dates with my husband . So i get home and well my parents are there (i moved home when we received deployment papers) and i swear where ever my mother went i was there like what ya doin, what are you two doing tonight, want to go shopping...ect like a child again lol well the took me to Mexican for margaritas (i think i annoyed them) lol. Here we are on Sunday one of the two days me and Dylan go do things like shop of take our baby to the park (lady our dog) and I'm clearly laying in bed at most of my day the only thing i accomplished was moving the bed and some tables ... not my normal and Ive come to realize this is going to be my every Sunday /Wednesday thing nothing this is an awful feeling and just the start to this deployment.......
